Post by Rhoan on Jun 8, 2009 10:05:12 GMT -5
Okay my world has come crashing down right now. With my dad gone, i'm not sleeping that well. Plus I just got a job that starts today, and its a life guard. I can't very well guard lives if my mental state is crashing. My grand mother isn't doing very well, the night before last we kinda had a little scare and well today at 5 am they had to take her to the hospital. She has water around her heart, and is a diabetic. Well she drank a soda and ate a candy bar last night , in the middle of the night. Her blood sugar was 288 and so we had to call 911 and take her to the hopsital.
Its bad enough I get nerves about anything, and without the whistle I need for work and this happening i've lost it. They have to take her to the next town, and put her on a machine to breathe for her. My mom went with her, and i'm staying home to go to work. I dont know how well i'm gonna be today, hell i'm crying and that doesnt happen that easily. My hands are so weak, i'm dont even know what to type. My best friend wont answer the phone, probably because its like 7.30 am. I'm lost my mind, so dont except any post from me. Hell i didn't even cry when my grandpa died, now i'm a mess.
Edit/Update;; I just found out my mom is gonna be gone for a couple of days, oh great. Major mental state loss.