Post by Alethia Tellus. on Aug 4, 2009 23:43:20 GMT -5
[Trying Not to Loose my Head]
[/color][/center][But I've Never Been this Scared Before]
[/color][/right]She could feel these feelings that kept tormenting her. A voice that kept screaming for her to go back, to turn around to admit what it was that she was feeling. To speak what she was thinking, but for once..alethia sat silently on the beaches edge. Her feet dug deep into the white sands. The small beads wrapped around the edge of her jeans, as they were folded by the ends. For once she didn't want to admit it, for once she didn't want to know what it was she was. Her coming here was something she loved, her meeting..well him. Was something she both fell desperatly and hatefully in love with. Alethia has never been in a situation like this, one of the fears she hates. Was getting herself into a situation she cannot get out of. Ale knew well, this was one of those times. She wrapped her arms together, her fingers touching the sides of her stomach as she brought herself closer, almost into a ball. Her dark brown mysterious eyes were closed, golden hair hung gently around her form and in her face.[/color][/blockquote]
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Tonight there was no moon, there were no voices of the night. For once alethia felt herself alone, finally all alone. And she hated it. She wanted to talk to ezekial to explain just to find someone to talk to. Right now though, anyone to talk to would do. A cool wind rasped around the lands. Her hair fell around her shoulders, the soft sand brought closer to her feet. She listened, wanting some kind of existence. Feeling herself shake. Alethia never cried and she wouldn't be one to. These feelings she had wern't the ones to cause tears, they were the ones that caused confusion. She had never had this happen before, she had never fallen so hard. Now that she had, she felt like a teenage girl again with her first true love. Almost compltly lost.
'Breath..'
she told herself under her breath, drawing in long deep breaths of the fresh crisp air that was brought around her. The sound of the water helped.
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Alethia opened her eyes, for a first she took a good look around at where she was. Almost beautiful in the dark, she wished to see it in the light. Laying her chin down upon her knees. She took in a deep breath and released carbon. Her thoughts still twisted and confused. Still she just looked straight ahead. Into the dark waters. Waiting.
Lyrics- The Fray [where the story ends]
Muse-Good
Thread- Open to Any
